Havent updated this like I should, but just wanted to write down how Im feeling right here and now, this very moment. I leave the morning of the 29th. I said I’d like to have my truck loaded by 4:00am but knowing me, I’ll probably be loaded and ready to go by 2-3:00am. Im trying to spend as much time with my Dad before I leave, as I dont know when’s then next time I’ll find myself here. That said, its time to go, everybody has been very kind to me on my stay here but now the time has come for me to pack up and ship out. Its crazy being here in Arizona after all these years, sometimes I feel like my Father is locked in time and still see’s me as a child, which I know is out of love but a bit annoying at times. But when I feel myself getting bothered by his over-protecting, I think of all those that dont have Fathers and that makes it a little ok. That said I love my Dad, he’s been great; now its time for me to go it alone. Im a mixture of things, Im excited, scared, overwhelmed, determined..all at the same time. I know what I have to do, and I know to a certain extent the world is watching. I have to do this for me, and all those that believe in me, for the dreamers. All of this may not make any sense, but thats ok, just wanted to get it out of my head and out into the world. Thank you for everything.